well.... i decided to make a comeback into dis bloogy world...
actually i'm reallly bored at home...
there's no one that i can turn to since the day my father is gone.... but not dead okay!
there's no words that i can express by telling him how i really and badly wants him to be back into my arms... only time can tell....
Zul is goin for his reservis on the 14 to 19 June... this is the first time we will be apart for a couple of days... It seems odd that i feel so upset about it... Really upset....
I suddenly realised that i cant live without him, his nonsense...
I will miss him badly... The whole day today was a quiet one... i felt like crying everytime i realise that he is goin tom morning...
Then again i realise that i have mistreating him all this while... i took advantage of him... i never treated him well...
Then maybe this short seperation woke me up and made me realise how good he is to me and that i should be blessed....
i'm gonna miss you so much even though its only for five days or so.....
if you were to read this entry...........
its our 3 years 6 mths anniversary today!!!
I cant believe that we are still together till now... the first time we met, its not the so called love at first sight... we met on 10.12.2001 at ecp , at that time,"the parabenians" were having a ton over... Wandi was the one whom invited you over..... couple of my frens were eyeing at you but i didnt bother to even look at your face... the day after, i received a call, and there you are on the other line... i was quite surprised... we started our conversations and next i know on hari raya puasa we met again... this time with arrangements..... we went out together with a bunch of your frens and my frens.... have a great time together...
after the second meet-ups, you then finally ask the qns....
after all this years, i must have lied if i didnt say i never cheated on you, never look at other guys, never curse you behind ur back.... the truth is, I DID....
i have endure so much misery during these past few years and i'm glad that you accompany me along the way, holding me strong and neva make me fall... i truly feel honoured to have you beside me from day one till now....
even though i would always rant at your smallest mistakes, hang up the phone whenever and wherever i feel like to, bite and hit you whenever i feel like it or when i'm angry, slap u on the face whenever u didnt pay attn to me.... but still at the end of the day, you will say... i love you....
thanks for ur tolerance and for being beside me all this while...
thanks for ur encouragements and support.......
lastly thanks for the love that u'v given me......
just reached home... mum, dad and norin gone to causewaypt to have late lunch at LJS.... yum yum yum....
nowadays it seems that i have nuthin to update and have loss of words...
at home,spend half of my time revising and watch tv...
i think i would have to plan my daily activities... or i will simply became a zombie.... heh
today me and daddy will meet... maybe catch a movie or just roaming ard causeway pt... he is going for his in camp reservist from 14 june to the 19th.... hmmmmm....
*yawn* gonna catch a nap!!!
its been a looooong time since i update... sorry peeps.. just dunt have the time to sit and bloog...
on the 22nd last mth... MARINI.. my bestfren got married... and we celebrated her solo day the day before the event and we have had such a great time together...
30th may... i celebrated my 21st birthday... celebrate it together with my uncle and bro in law... hmmm... my best present would be kakak and abg suprise me with the arrival of yandy.... hehe i tot that yandy will be going to johor and will not be in singapore on my birthday.... but that two idiot wanted to surprise me...hehehe
oh ya.... went to town last sunday..... i was so shocked to see some young singaporeans dressed like jap style with the makeups and all... some wear all blacks or all whites, some multi-colours dress with high stokings... real short dress, where all the underpants can be seen.... i should have taken pics of them... i think there's a some kind of competition, or what i dont know but they look funny.. esp when we roam at HMV... the place looks like they are havin a haloween party... or is it halloween?? hahahaha
okay thats it...
So solemn inside when I browsed through my thoughts
what I penned in history...
Suddenly I feel so attached to life that I can imagine
myself cry if I were to let go what I have right here.. right now.
Suddenly I feel so dark yet so bright the distant light
that is shining on me, telling me I shall have it
but when, is still my mystery.
Suddenly I feel so loved, so romantic, so deep
are my feelings with life and myself
that I raked all my miseries within to make sure
my life is clean
Suddenly I feel like saying this to all
of you whom had known me since
to forgive all my sins
and I have this expression to tell
That were good and those of bad,
I still love you all
and I sure do thank you.
i will be moving back to my house on monday.... yeah.... kewl...
so that means i have to follow strictly to my timetable...
work..study..eat..sleep... hehehe
its all about this one guy...
john stevens was eliminated.... he is like a gay... nono more a geek to me.... muackaka... hee hoe hee hoe...
actually i didnt get to watch the show... was sleeping soundly, when suddenly mom woke me up and told me... "nora, lelaki pucat tu dah terkeluar.." and i was like... "eh???" but in my heart i was laughin.. hahaha the corpse is finally eliminated.... ohh.. feel sorry for him... hehehe
the last tributes of all american idol, you can watch it at
AMI
for a dream to actually happen
we need to have faith and believe that it will.
even though most of our hearts were broken
in the midst of the journey
even though our hopes were often shattered
by the failures that we experience along the way
even though we were faced with obstacles
and opposition from people who were unhappy
with the way we handled things because
they didnt understand our reason behind it
they doubt our capabilities
or they simply didnt like us.
but still
because many of us are trying our best
and will continue to try our best
this dream will not be destroyed by anyone
who wishes to push us down delibrately
but it will persist on and will eventually
ahrggg i cant belch!!! feel like someone is strangglin me...!
Dy told me that Wandi and Lin are gettin married early next month....
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
this marriage thingy struck me....
most of my frens are either engaged or married....
Yani, Has, Ayu, Wan, Norin, Marini, Suzy......
i dont know wat to say... i'm neither jealous nor eager to get married..
NO NO NO... Its way too early for me.... maybe another 4 more years... by then i will be 25, sounds perfect....
its just that, i'm gonna miss them.... Seriously... miss hangin out with them...
most of them have kids and are too busy with their house chores or work...
left me and a couple of them whom are in a long-term rship but still we dont have time for ourselves... i mean us....
i will get goosebumps just by havin the thoughts of gettin married... heeheh so pathetic... maybe i'm not ready to have the responsibilities of a wife and mother.... I dont knoe how to cook.. and wash clothes...
and the divorce thingy really scares me...
take for example, my friend... have two kids and less that 3 yrs of marrriage life, now they are in the process of seperation....she hated the sight of her husband and he cant stands her naggin... and wat really shocked me was that, dis fren of mine really enjoy being single again....?? duh... hoe can it be?? they are the most romantic couple in the universe
i just cant imagine myself hating dy after marriage...
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